day 16

Dear Nameless I,

I'm extremely sorry to hear about your predicament. I reply with the intention of telling what I should have told you earlier. Please give up on me. You know I am not coming back. When I left, it was to be forever. I need to be away from you. We could not live on those invisible links. I need something concrete. I could not see a future together. Hence, I disappeared altogether. In fact, for me to write back, I have already disgraced myself and broke my own promise never to talk to you again. But the fact that I did, shows how much I need to tell you once and for all, the reality that you must now face.

I do not exist. I am a figment of your imagination. Just as you have imagined that we could be best friends. Do not habour much hope from now on. The further you continue with this, the harder it takes to forget about me. Let me go. Let us go. Allow me to be as I am: non-existent. We will be happier that way. Be that way. So please do not reply. I will pray for you. But do not reply. You won't hear from me from now on. This is our last communication. Reality hurts this way. But you must be strong. I promise you, after 5 days, you will be fine. Absolutely. Wait for that day. You will be renewed. The day is coming. Wait patiently.

Adieu.

H.