day 19

A.lpha - ω-Omega
In between the finite properties, elements, atoms, alphabets, possibilities.
Mix, permutate, restrict
the chance is yours.

do not be fooled by the punctuation.
The compulsion to continue, is always there.

Think of this compulsion in relation to the journey to reach a point of understanding
an encounter of I and You.

It is the full stop. Period. Moment. Pause. Rest. Stillness.
then I continue.
in relation to you

do you follow?
The moment in between A and Z
always in between.
It is always a restricted economy.
How do I exist beyond this? Otherwise than my being that encounters my other?

Today, I wrote a song for you.
Let it touch you, as I speak less,
and may it, put to right, and left,
a place to start after the beginning,
when it rains, the words fall, as they rain, we move to touch (or avoid the touch)
.
.
.
yes, no one understands. We won't move for others. We're caught in the moment.
Nothing is as lovely as that moment.
here is the song, that demostrates the touch.

Today, I wrote a song for you only
let it touch you, as I speak less and less
and may it, put to right, and left, hiding
in a place which is always already there
where and when we cry, as we cry, we find,
our home, in between brackets, we are
we are home, we are home, we are in love.

Tomorrow, I had written a song for us
let it fly away, as I write less and less
and it might, have flown up and down, disappeared
outside places which is always out of sight
nowhere and when can we cry, we only smile
no home, outside the brackets, we are
already flying, we fly, we are in love.

( ) ~

there.
my last attempt to make sense of our situation.
I hope it persuades you to stay.
but I can predict you won't.
A change is in the horizon.
A change,
once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more!
(or close up the wall up with our dead.)



song continues; killing us softly with this song.