day 355

shades of purple. you're so beautiful. holding up the white sheet. I'll be there to admire. the mirror fades into the background. (it's still there). but we'll fade away, together. we have a moment to pause. let me feel you. you're so beautiful. killing me so softly. I'll be there to admire. we're closer than we imagine. you're so beautiful. run away...

run away.

we pause a moment to run away.

He can only hate himself.

run away.

We.

held me up, when I was lying on the ground. a thousand depths down. hold me. when I'm lifted up, flying, and running away. suspended with all the thoughts paused for the moment and I rest on the words of faith, which will not fade away - we fade away - and we will survive the ordeal of the sirens' songs and sail away in an invisible ship. tell me, when I'm about to die, where will you be and where should I wait for you. I won't leave entirely. I'll wait. Do not kill me with words, white is sufficient to cover me with warmth in the cold, cold world, where no one really cares, no one really knows, blinded and feeling our way through all the mess. stop hurting ourselves. stop lying to ourselves. tend to our immediate wounds. heal our deepest scars. we're torn and battered. we had enough. we don't need peace. we need a rhythm to follow. we need songs to sing. we need dances to forget. but we won't forget. we'll remember. we're remembered. we are known. we are always there and here. we hear. we listen. we don't know what to hear. we don't know what to listen to. but we're here. and there. jump in, the deepest pit. slip and fall. die and perish. but we'll still live. somewhere. somehow. kill me. kill me with the most violent methods. and you're still find me. when the wait is over. I come. Come. We have more to do. Always more to do. wave to us when you're here. we'll be there. we wait. Do not kill me with your shows, black is sufficient to draw me to the infinite end in the warm, warm nothingness, where we sleep. rest. our burdens are put away. we're home. we're home.

don't stop. don't stop hating myself. don't stop hating yourself. I'm reaching. You're reaching. We're reaching. the rain is pouring. the blowing wind; I know You're there. tender. harsh. soft. pain. gentle. rough. safe. perilous. but we're near.

Together, You, you and I.

We.

We don't need to hope.

We can't run away from the light.

We...

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