day 1

I wanted to know what yesterday was for you when stars were brighter and flowers were more fragrant and cupcakes were hot while I made Milo for the impending tomorrow's cold weather which I knew would make you shiver if you did not wear your jacket and had not my warmth to embrace you through the days that we both think are happier, much happier to live with without the usual pauses unless we bother to think and think we did, daily, and we believe we're still happier, at least that's what I want to believe and continue to believe that it endures and how you mean to me and how I mean to you when the days will eventually be shorter and the night skies painted with ivory and sparkling tears fall like they do in snow globes and we will be infinite and fleeting as if we didn't exist but together we hold our hands tight as we blow our dreams to faraway places to show that we still believe in them because we have faith. And the short pause the full stop brings is not an end but a sign of peace and fulfilment as if that is all we need. Faith. And with thanksgiving and daily communion with Him I will pray and pray that the clouds lift us to places we never dream of but confident that we don't really need high dreams but just the immediacy that You bring and how we look so crazy together that no one will stand us which remains to be shown but we can now think in multiples as we are not alone in this and we will be admired by those who bother to admire and hated by those who bother to hate but we will not care and faith is the new trend as much as it is ancient and I will continue to be talkative because I now can boast and have faith and we will be absolutely still and glorify You. Pause.
I will not know what tomorrow is for us except my perpetual obsession to write and talk profusely about us but let me pause and be still after another long paragraph and believe that we're happier and happier we shall be for as long as He wills and I shall not complain because a day with you and You is enough to reveal eternity to me even if it were a blink of an eye and we will be happy and that is really all that matters, even if the unknown brings us commas and uncertainties but a pause will always bring us back together through Faith.