day 7

H: You skipped a day.
I: won't matter.
H: why won't it matter?
I: I want it over and done with.
H: With what?
I: I'm not ready to do this.
H: With what?
I: can I leave now?
H: are you leaving me?
I: ...no. but I have to leave. Physically.
H: you are leaving me.
I: Will you come with me?
H: I'm always here with you.
I: No. I mean. Come with me.
H: I'm always here.
I: Come with me.
H: I can't leave here.
I: I'm afraid. Please come with me.
H: But...we're not...in love.
I: I know. But come with me. I can't do this alone.
H: You're not alone.
I: Please!
H: (steps back) You're...are you okay?
I: I'm leaving.
H: Don't go.
I: Bye.

I left. The next day beckons.